[ Max knows it, he just underestimated how much it mattered. ]
He'd eventually turn me down. There's a reason he gets weekends while you get most of my life. I don't want to live the kind of that makes him happy, he doesn't want to live the kind that makes me happy.
[ With Max leaning against him, still hoping he won't remember a thing, Ash wraps his arms around him and keeps his voice soft. ]
But it's pretty shitty to say you should be okay with it because I'm not cheating every night. I thought being in a place to want this means I was in a place to have it, but I'm screwing it up pretty badly.
Just be pissed at me for it and lay off yourself already. I'm the one who's supposed to bully the old guys.
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[ Max knows it, he just underestimated how much it mattered. ]
He'd eventually turn me down. There's a reason he gets weekends while you get most of my life. I don't want to live the kind of that makes him happy, he doesn't want to live the kind that makes me happy.
[ With Max leaning against him, still hoping he won't remember a thing, Ash wraps his arms around him and keeps his voice soft. ]
But it's pretty shitty to say you should be okay with it because I'm not cheating every night. I thought being in a place to want this means I was in a place to have it, but I'm screwing it up pretty badly.
Just be pissed at me for it and lay off yourself already. I'm the one who's supposed to bully the old guys.