Bullshit! What the fuck'm I gonna do, hug it away?! Who's the fucker who spent the last nine months telling you your life wasn't gonna always be this?! You're too smart to feel good 'cause some idiot who don't know what he's talking about says nice things! I don't even say 'em that good! If you get to--nggh... [He tries pushing at Ash's face to see if he can get an opening to make a break for the truck] ---blame yourself for that, so do I!