[ He's gotten weak. The old Ash would've sucked it up and moved on. He'd told Jessica he didn't have time to break after every rape. That kind of thinking hurt much less than the sudden punch to the gut. Max either thinks it's ridiculous that he would have that kind of need, or he doesn't care that the need exists. Neither is a pleasant thought.
Something heavy forms in his gut.
How was he convinced to try again? When did he start to fall for what Max said? Why did he start to fall for what Max said? Why was he still falling for it? Begging never worked. Opening himself up didn't work.
no subject
Something heavy forms in his gut.
How was he convinced to try again? When did he start to fall for what Max said? Why did he start to fall for what Max said? Why was he still falling for it? Begging never worked. Opening himself up didn't work.
Ah, he really had been stupid. ]