[ But Ash doesn't move. He wants to move. He wants things to be different. ]
How do I get it back?
[ He won't say all of the 'thats' which come to mind. Either Max knows, or he'll reassure Ash it's still there while it's very much not. He also won't beg Max to tell him. His begging days are over. Why lower himself to that when it never works? When Max ignores him when it happens? ]
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How do I get it back?
[ He won't say all of the 'thats' which come to mind. Either Max knows, or he'll reassure Ash it's still there while it's very much not. He also won't beg Max to tell him. His begging days are over. Why lower himself to that when it never works? When Max ignores him when it happens? ]