[ Things aren't the way they once were between them. Ash is far from stupid so it's obvious that Max is in some kind of odd space in which he believes he can only push back so far. Ash even took advantage of it when things were dangerous in Chicago.
Words won't change it. He's tried as far as he even knows to try, but the blonde isn't sure how to word it though he came as close to possible when telling Max that he missed him even while being at his side.
It's stupid to miss the fighting, but that isn't really what's lacking now but the personality that clashed with Ash's even while being something that Ash needed more than he'd ever admit. The true pain, however, lies in knowing what it means for Max's ego. How much does he hurt? Ash never should've gone with Blanca, but the past can't be undone.
His eyes fall on the same bottle he's drinking. Hm. Maybe... ]
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Words won't change it. He's tried as far as he even knows to try, but the blonde isn't sure how to word it though he came as close to possible when telling Max that he missed him even while being at his side.
It's stupid to miss the fighting, but that isn't really what's lacking now but the personality that clashed with Ash's even while being something that Ash needed more than he'd ever admit. The true pain, however, lies in knowing what it means for Max's ego. How much does he hurt? Ash never should've gone with Blanca, but the past can't be undone.
His eyes fall on the same bottle he's drinking. Hm. Maybe... ]