[He sounds like he's convincing himself it's alright to let Ash come home, when he knows that wasn't the plan, when he knows he's being a needy, dead weight burden.
He remembers now that he's hearing his voice, how tired Ash is of dealing with not only Max being useless but having to pretend he's not, at these times. 'Conditioning', whatever that means, he's too tired to put it together logically but some part of his mind ties that word, that moment to something probably important.
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[He sounds like he's convincing himself it's alright to let Ash come home, when he knows that wasn't the plan, when he knows he's being a needy, dead weight burden.
He remembers now that he's hearing his voice, how tired Ash is of dealing with not only Max being useless but having to pretend he's not, at these times. 'Conditioning', whatever that means, he's too tired to put it together logically but some part of his mind ties that word, that moment to something probably important.
His eyes hurt. He's tired.]